Friday, April 13, 2007
I FREAKING MISS NUTIFIED!!!!
FRANCES: I LOVE YOU COS OF YOUR SARCASM YET CONCERN. :/
AMELIA: I LOVE YOU AND YOUR DRAMA-MAMA PERSONALITY.
KRISTINE: I LOVE YOU COS OF YOUR RETARDED-NESS. I KNOW I MADE YOU ANGRY BUT PLEASE UNDERSTAND OK?
YINGJIA: I LOVE YOU COS YOU FINALLY UNDERSTAND AFTER SO LONG OF OUR SILENT FIGHTS.
GWEN: I LOVE YOU COS YOU ENCOURAGE ME DURING HOCKEY TO KEEP GOING ON.
OVERALL, I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!! ♥
& i'm on my way to forgetting you. so stop communicating with me lest i get hurt again. you've hurt me before and i wont let it happen a next time. cos the scar remains. forever. pardon me for being so hostile at you from now on. cos i'm just afraid to open myself up again, to let people know how i feel. i was stupid to let my feelings be known, cos now it's all down the drain. my friend told me you were with me just to make them hate me. & i know you only liked me cos of my name. this all may sound insulting but i gotta say it. i know you wont really care either. stephanie asked me not to cut myself but if i did, she would kill me. i told her," ok. kill me. then i will not see her again. my misery fades. my problems solved." i dont mean you're the cause of the problem but yeah. i have to be hostile towards you so i can move on. & i'm getting there.
THANK YOU CHRISTINA FOR COUNCILLING ME AND TEACHING ME HOW TO FORGET SOMEONE. :D THANK YOU NUTIFIED FOR UNDERSTANDING. :DD
& again i'm writing these letters to you.
