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Monday, April 30, 2007
The Candy Heart You Should Give Is:

To: Your Crush
From: You
What Candy Heart Should You Give?

FOR CRUSHHHH<3

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.
What Kind of Food Are You?


You Are a Social Blogger!

Your blog is more of a semi-private affair for your friends.
It's how you keep in touch... sharing stories, jokes, and pics.
What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Your Love Quote

Love is not a matter of counting the years --it's making the years count.
What Love Quote Suits You?

Your Girl Parts Are Named:

Love Muffin
Girl Parts Name Generator

HAHA. :DDDDDDD

hello.

had chinese exam today. :( paper 1 was ok. paper 2 SUCKED. i couldnt read a single thing. i was having a headache & i keep wanting to fall alseep. that's the end of my marks. :/ crush wanted to kiss me TWO times today. i didnt let her. stupid me. :[[[[[[[ she owes me a kiss now! :D cos she called me & said she cant sms me cos her mum wants her to study. :( she said she'll try to sms me. :]


the ending part of the conversation went something like this:
crush: i'll try to sms you kayys.
me: yeah. no problem. bye.
crush: wait. you have anything to say to me?
me: bye crush?
crush: anything else?
me: oh. the 3 words huh. I LOVE YOU! :D
crush: omg. you really said it. i owe you a kiss. bye.

i tell you, i'm damn happy now. (:
we keep talking & talking. HAHA. <333333.
I MISS CRUSH SO. but i know she'll sms/call me later. <333


NICOLE:DD

& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Sunday, April 29, 2007
How You Are In Love


You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

i realise it's kinda true luhh actually. :D

except for the last part: I SO DO NOT BOUNCE LOR. I DONT FLIRT. :/ COS I SUPER DEVOTED TO MY ONE & ONLY CRUSH! :D

i keep talking to her. for the entire weekend to be exact. I'M DAMN DAMN HAPPY. :D she makes me day. (:

How Are You In Love?

& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
NICOLEY IS ME
SEXY TWIN & STEPHANIE
crappy
crappy-ier
my house
still my house
my mirror
:D

hellos.
i really really have nothing to post so i'm posting for the sake of posting. ok. chinese test results. amazingly, i passed. :D yay. nothing special today. still sick though, urgh. :( geog changed teacher. monotone. monotone. monotone. :( luckily, sam,yq,i were singing just so you know if not, i would have died of boredom. :/ music was just to finish homework. :D as usual, kristine was tripping me. so i could fall on guys. again. -.- like wth. exams coming. gotta revise like hell. burning midnight oils, here i come.

YAY. I MADE CHERYL NGAY'S PRESENT ALREADY:DDDDD I THINK IT'S DAMN FUNNY LUHH. I ALSO THINK IT'S CUTE. xD i'm so sorry cos i cant post the picture of the present cos yeah, what if cheryl sees? HAHA. will post after she sees it. :DDDD

cos i dont know how to make a feeling stop
just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
& i can't help it.

NICOLE:DD










& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Saturday, April 21, 2007
caroline cheerleading.
sam & me
sam & me
sam & me
gwenny....:D


yesterday
went for school then left for ijbt at 11.
played hockey with sam & yingqi & ms yeo.
returned to stc at 3 for sports carnival.
sucked.

everyone was practically pissing me off.
only sam & yingqi was on my side. the others just argued with me as if it was my fault.

went for best friends' race. came in 2nd.
didnt go for relay. had enough people. then queued for haunted house with kris, sally, elvina, stephanie. i dont even know why i went with them, :/ long queue, so went to make song dedication to nutified with way back into love. went back to queue. freaking didnt hear my dedication. was pissed off again. went to haunted house. all i could see was darkness. didnt care. slacked somemore. went home with yingjia. talked with yingjia about loads of stuff. & i realised she was the only one who understood me. & we share the same thoughts.

yingjia was the only one who made my day. (:


still liking you. but you're just plain annoying.


& as the helium balloons float away into the sky, i wished i didnt let go of you.

NICOLE:DD




& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Thursday, April 19, 2007
i edited it and found it kinda cute. XD
MELTZ IS <3 align="center"> last minute work early in the morning, i look serious. xD
acid dissolving metal strip!
we love science. :D
sam and the beaker of boiling water. :/


school was kinda okay. with the exception of chinese as out FIRST period. :/ then had 2 periods of science in lab. :D we wore goggles. sam and i were going crazy again. busy switching the gas on and lighting the bunsen burner. :D we love our goggles la. fashion accesory. :D we were the only kuku ones who wore our goggles when everyone had already taken them out. -.- then when i was supposed to place the equipment back with stephanie, -she- was walking in my direction and i was like ," omg omg." and i went the other way. stephanie was complaining i was being too obvious. ok whatever. 2nd time when i needed to throw the paper away, sally suddenly blocked me and i was like," what?" then she walked away. :/ then -she- was like directly in front of me luhh. i no choice i just walk past her la. omg. awkward awkward awkward! haha. sated back for hockey 2.4km. but in the end never run. just did shuttle runs and workout and volleyball/netball/captain's ball. :D SUPERMODEL MANDYYYYY :D then went tiong to buy kfc's meltz. damn niceeeeee. ♥ but i spent 6 bucks on it. and it was part of cheryl ngay's present money. :( now i need to find money to buy her present. :/ OH YA. CHERYL NGAY, YOU STILL OWE ME A FREAKING PRESENT!!!!! >:/


alamak. kristine, that suspect from S-F-C who transferred to my church... i will confirm it this saturday. for now, he's B------ O--!!!! HAHA. xD


i shouldnt love you but i want to
i just cant turn away
i shouldnt see you, but i cant move, i cant look away.
i still like you but at the same time, dislike you.
i still think you're hot. :D i miss those times but yeah.
i will try and get over you soon.


NICOLE:DD





& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Friday, April 13, 2007
I FREAKING MISS NUTIFIED!!!!
FRANCES: I LOVE YOU COS OF YOUR SARCASM YET CONCERN. :/
AMELIA: I LOVE YOU AND YOUR DRAMA-MAMA PERSONALITY.
KRISTINE: I LOVE YOU COS OF YOUR RETARDED-NESS. I KNOW I MADE YOU ANGRY BUT PLEASE UNDERSTAND OK?
YINGJIA: I LOVE YOU COS YOU FINALLY UNDERSTAND AFTER SO LONG OF OUR SILENT FIGHTS.
GWEN: I LOVE YOU COS YOU ENCOURAGE ME DURING HOCKEY TO KEEP GOING ON.
OVERALL, I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!! ♥

& i'm on my way to forgetting you. so stop communicating with me lest i get hurt again. you've hurt me before and i wont let it happen a next time. cos the scar remains. forever. pardon me for being so hostile at you from now on. cos i'm just afraid to open myself up again, to let people know how i feel. i was stupid to let my feelings be known, cos now it's all down the drain. my friend told me you were with me just to make them hate me. & i know you only liked me cos of my name. this all may sound insulting but i gotta say it. i know you wont really care either. stephanie asked me not to cut myself but if i did, she would kill me. i told her," ok. kill me. then i will not see her again. my misery fades. my problems solved." i dont mean you're the cause of the problem but yeah. i have to be hostile towards you so i can move on. & i'm getting there.

THANK YOU CHRISTINA FOR COUNCILLING ME AND TEACHING ME HOW TO FORGET SOMEONE. :D THANK YOU NUTIFIED FOR UNDERSTANDING. :DD

& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Thursday, April 12, 2007
nutified<3 loves loves :D
hockeyyyyy :D
egg number 1
egg number 2
cakeeeeeee
yingqi, me, cassie
cassie :]]]]


i wanna talk to yingjia again. :( i will, if i try. :) i hope nutified meets up soon and talk things out. I KNOW I MADE YOU ALL ANGRY COS I... YEAH. IM REALLY SORRY. BUT IT'S OVER. ALL OVER. she broke up with me. and i let her go. OK? I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS. I WANNA MEET UP WITH YOU ALL SOON!!! D:


to let go and move on is the hardest thing i've ever did. i've never felt this way towards others before you. i know you wouldnt care. since you already found someone you really like. i hope you will be happy. i still wanna be friends. im just not sure if you want to. i'm sorry if i'm avoiding you. i just dont want you to feel uncomfortable if i talk to you. it seems awkward now. but just in case you hate me, you'll lead your life and i'll lead mine. we'll pretend nothing ever happened. and i'll face up to reality and move on.


NICOLE:DD






& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
my presents! notice most are chocolates, i requested them. :D
:D
nicoley and samanthaey!
and we pose to your delight. xD
ms super-tall AMELIA <3>cheryl ngay's EZ LINK! :D




TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! <33333

:DDDD


but the one whom i yearn so much to spend my birthday with wasnt there with me.


NICOLE:DD
& i hope that today i'm really smiling & not faking it. :/





& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Friday, April 06, 2007
yingqi, me, gwen
yingqi and me
yingqi and my shadows
gwen, me, yingqi
candid :D
CHERYL IS <3 :DDD
DA DA SAOOOOS



hellos.

stayed back in school ytd for hockey. was like tiring cos had to run 2.4km but i passed ok. it was amzing i didnt die halfway. -.- haha. PEOPLE I'M ALRIGHT. cos everyone in school was asking me if i was sick, tired, sad or something. i admit luhh. i wasnt feeling good ytd. sorry i killed some of you guys' mood yeah. sorry i wasnt all hyper and all. HAHA. anyways, after hockey, met cheryl at clementi macs. i bought her mcflurry cos i was late by an hour. -.- wth. we talked and talked and talked cannnnn!! OMG. I MISSED CHERYL NGAY ALOT!!!! haha. yeah. then we bought food and ate, and talked again. lols. we talked for about 2+ hours?? yeah. we hogged the entire table can! yeah. then she told me i was embarassing cos i did some actions for her while queueing up to buy food. whatever. :D ya. today will be meeting her again!!! to celebrate my birthday in advance!! yay yay yay. i love her can. :DDDD ya. then bused home and smsed christina. then at 11+ i called her and we talked. then we hung up and sms again. stupid right. haha. xD




somehow i knew that it would be this way
somehow i knew that it would slowly fade

have to learn how to let go
when there's no more room to grow.
flames to dust, lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?


and this had to happen just a few days before my birthday;
she left me and i got to learn how to move on.



NICOLE










& again i'm writing these letters to you.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
hellos

yesterday had hockey orientation. was kinda fun. :D we played tug of war, some flour game, blindfold game, etc. haha. they gave out our nametags and at the end of the whole thing, gwen, yingqi and i stayed at the lighthouse with stephanie to help us take pics of our nametags. but i cant post them cos my phone has some bloody problem with the memory card. the card cant be found in my phone but the card is inside my phone la!!!! so pissed can! then tomorrow must go wheelock and check the thing. -.-

today went to the dental thing with elvina. skipped hockey for dental. -.- ya. then they checked my teeth, how to brush my teeth, and health problems. xD ok... during recess, we went to the toilet and change la. then elvina and desiree were in the handicapped toilet. and stephanie and i wanted to like shock them by twisting the door open using my key. so i was like twisting nd twisting the door and suddenly the door was like FLUNG OPEN and the stupid door HIT MY HEAD. guess what? it was elvina who pushed the door at my face can!!! now it's like damnnnnnnnn pain sia!!!! wth. like these few days, i very suay. memory card cannot be found, kena hit on the head, gwen almost knocked me over with her hockey stick. later on my birthday, something happen to me how ar?!?!? aiyoo. what to do mannn. april got alot of people's birthday sia. gonna broke liao. i'll end off here bahhs. byes! :D

NICOLE:DD

& again i'm writing these letters to you.

NICOLEYYY♥

Nicole♥
1104.
STC HOCKEY<3
Bizarre Mood Swings :D
I've got lj but you've gotta go find out yourself. (:


FRIENDSTER :D


& screw hello , you had me at goodbye.

THEWISH<3

Braces.
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Ripples Slippers
New pair of sneakers
Band/Slogan/Striped/Printed Tees
Make tees with CHERYL NGAY!
NUM Havainas Trekking Slim Black
Learn SKATEBOARDING/Drums. :D
Gatsby Moving Rubber Gel (Air Rise)
More Black Skinnies.
Grey Skinnies.
More Eyeliners.
New Wallet.
Fix My phone


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